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Found Myself



It's 27th Sept. 2008.
I found my Orkut profile had been deleted. For few seconds.. I felt very bad n of course smiled, so that I got some work to create one more profile.
When I'm about to fill the column 'About ME', I thought to fill it right from my heart. So now I want to scan myself that I can put my personality in words. I put down the words in a white paper, drafted & finally I got as follows :

"Am the Happiest gal in this Universe..
Always...
         Feels complete and loves to have fun all the time.
         Feels Heavenly and lives to the core of my Life.
         Likes to smell every beautiful color of My Life.
.................Am friendly & like to keep my friends smiling by SMILING :)  Parties.. Celebrations.. Outings.. Whatever I love to hang up with my friends.
I have the zeal to accept everything that comes to ME.., Coz, in my way, Am the BEST.
I thinks a lot, but reacts very little as I strongly believes in FAITH but not in FATE.  Very Rigid in either to make or to break the relationships & I can't leave the things behind.
Simply..
I believe that MY LIFE is nothing but
                          Collecting Hearts ..
                             & Treasuring Moments..     "

                      Every word that I have filled is right from my Heart. I found myself grown up from the pretty thoughts of loneliness, Negative feelings & Question marks. Now, I could think broadly & could answer myself for every piece of my thoughts genuinely.

I got a question "How could this happen all of a sudden? "
Ans:  This could happen when I got exposed myself to the society.. to the present situation.. to the outer world, which has been far away from being an Innocent kid, deeply sunk in the Love of My Parents.
Next..
I got one more Question "If suppose I deeply sunk in my Parent's Love, then how come those lonely thoughts? "
Ans:  Actually, those are not my lonely feelings or negative thoughts, they are the pieces which are unfilled.. bored.. empty places as I always tempts to find new colors.. new trends.. where I hoped for more happiness, than usual, often unnoticed that "Happiness" is not in the things I could see. It's in the way how the things I could see. 
..............................  I couldn't mention how come I learn t that way of my happiness, It's all Just Happened!!

I noticed this change only after reading my past days in some of my diary pages while after scanning myself and before drafting my personality

"LIFE" itniiii serious nahiiin hain
                                So Chill !!!

4 Responses so far.

  1. Wow.. awesome discription of urs :)

  2. Most of the people does not know anything about themselves. Positiveness is good. Feeling special is wonderful. Loneliness is indefinite. Happiness is what you choose.

  3. Exactly Sudhakar! Thanks for ur presence on my blog :)

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